I now understand how hard it is to do this kind of thing. Never expected feelings of doubt and regret on this scale.
And fucking no-one’s awake to talk about it.
Fuck.
Jesus that’s annoying. Another day of waiting, another day of thinking it over.
Last night was pretty cool though, the stars at Chedworth air field were incredible and it was nice hanging with Fin, his brother and his friend, Matt.
